So I'm going through some rough days, and it's not getting any better. I am going to a councillor but that's only once a week. I think it's gotten to the point where I can't feel any emotion at all. It's like my life has been knocked off its tracks and is lying there broken on the side of the railway. Every thing that used to be baby sunshines and rainbows has now become a gray hazy sky that is uncertain whether it's going to clear up and go away or turn down a darker path.